How Long Do I Wait

I long for the next time I will touch you, make love to you
bodies touching, intertwining, eyes gazing into one another
we have experienced tantric love making and a consumation
of our love that makes me crave you and only you forever
I want to be in your arms, I want you inside of me
I want you to suckle my pussy as if it was the fruit of life
and you have been starving so long you are so close to death
without it you will surely die so you crave each lucious lick
each juicy drop from my wetness, you lap it up like a dog
you suck it up into your mouth and you rub it all over your face
your tongue moves quickly, so quickly, like you’re racing for the taste
you love how good I taste when I cum, the sweetness of my cum drops
oh how I love how you love how I taste when I cum cuz you just made me cum
I’m starting to shake because you just keep on going as I’m cumming
you want more, more of my sweetness, you want what I do on my second time
when I squirt you all over your face, all over the place and oh how I taste
the squirt is even sweeter than the cum and you know this so you lick as I shake
but I want your cock inside me so bad I don’t think I can wait I must have it
your cock, daddy, your cock is so thick and oh how you rock me your baby-doll
you shake me some more when you enter inside me making me quake
and I feel all your thickness and you hit my G spot inside and it drives me to take
more and more harder and faster I beg “fuck me daddy, yes, fuck me, fuck me”
and I feel you get harder I know your ready to cum and I’m going to cum again
you start to scream “pussy” I feel your cock pulsate and my cunt collapses down
on top of your pulsating cock we cum together oh baby that rocks
yes I long for your touch, I love you too damn much, it should be a sin
to need someone this much, to crave them like this, to want for their kiss
such a shame it is I can’t get you out of my head, I could never be unfaithful
I would feel better dead than being without you this way it’s still confusing anyway
I’m still confused about many things and the hurt still really stings
how insane is that? Knowing what I know but still wanting you so
willing to forgive and forget and start over from scratch but I know I can’t do that
unless you’re willing to give too and all you must give is the God’s honest truth
the only way I’ll ever be able to trust, to know it’s really over, know it’s just us
there’s only one reason to keep up the façade we both know why you would lie
to keep up the life you were living all the time it was you and I, not us or we
you and I and you and her and darling that makes three and that’s one too many
for monogomy for the way you presented to me of how you wanted us to be
I think you meant just me because you don’t want me with another man
maybe in some way you were hoping that I’d grow to understand and join in
maybe that could have happened I’m not saying I’m closed minded or anything
but your stupid little cunt called me up and degraded the hell out of me
told me all about the pillow talk between you and her about me as if I was crazy
that hurt me two time once for you thinking me insane another for telling your ho
you also made it quite clear you were disgusted with me being ill all the time
made it sound as if you thought I was faking, turned out I was in renal failure
I had been working and building my own business for six months all swollen
excruciating pain that exacerbated me with dizziness almost fainting
legs swollen to three times their size I can see how I could be faking
still I long for your touch, I wish you were here right now holding me close
and you, you’re not excited to come home because I still have tender spots
maybe it’s because you’ve never truly been honest or attempted an ammends
oh, yes, that’s right – it’s all in my fucked up head…

©May 4, 2011 – Tamara Roberts Nicholas

It's Time to Re-think Afghanistan

Click on the title to this post and it will connect you with the real post. That is, I didn't write up some great literary consciousness about pondering the world's fate or economic solution. Someone else did. There are several video clips and an article from the Huffington Post. I know that at least two of my members here are quite conservative in their political views so this should get them going fairly well. I'm not looking for arguments or fights per se. I am looking for action and different ideas and opinions and (well) movement on this fucking board. Participation so that it doesn't appear that this place is a vortex like a black hole. Sucking all life force from anyone who happens by. No, I do not want to be the only yacker yacking. I look for others to post as well. My blog is "our" blog. It's a group effort if you will. I like participation even if it's only to give someone the middle finger that's okay at least you said something. I'd prefer something debateable and intelligent and something that takes an IQ above 20 but something is better than nothing. Hell, I've been known to be left speechless to the point of only being left to say "fuck you" myself in other groups. Sometimes that's all you can do. But at least I gave my voice. I didn't just sit and read without throwing in my opinion. I want opinions and feedback and even other people writing about their interests or whatever has made an irritation in the center of their sitter. Hell, we don't even have to be negative let's talk about what we enjoy and what happened today that made us thrilled to death. It's a big wide world out there people and there's a lot going on in our own lives every single day so lets start talking about that or at least what goes on outside ourselves if we aren't comfortable talking about our personal selves. Is it a deal? Please say something because so help me if no one reads this or responds I'm going to throw in the fucking towel.